pEnawar hAti ku.....

binggung...

aku pelik dgn kesihatan aku lately... aku asyik rse pitam je.... pandangan aku asyik kabur je(mase pitam tu) tapi... xde plak pengsan,,,, aku rse badan aku ringan sgt... yg pelk tu aku tgh baring, duduk pun rse pening2... rse goyang... jgn la skit yg bkn2...

aku xnk buat medical check-up,,, xde duit la.. lg pun aku takut jarum n darah,,,

20 oktOber...

emm.. smlm aku xdpt call kwn aku... nasib baik dpt jugak call... aku dh pk bkn2 je... risau btul... nombor dia aku dh delete.. mcm2 care aku cbe nk hubungi,, at last dia anta msj... Alhamdulillah... dia xde ape.. rupenye balik kg... geram je... tp ape2 pun yg penting dia selamat.....

aku dapat kawan baru... aku ingat aku dapat la... tapi... emmm.. sadis betul... xmenjadi... tp xpelah... DUNIA BELUM BERAKHIR... ...LAAALALA..

ngeee,,,,,, :)

tOday....

hari ni xde ape yg special.. cme.. semalam org yg dh lame aku cari2 call aku.. seronok sgt2..

tapi.. aku risau plak dgn kawan aku sorang ni.. dr semalam aku call xdapat2.. harap2 dia ok je..

emm... (mane dia pegi...)

cIte akU.....

emmm... macam2 hal jadi pd aku dalam bulan ni.... start dari raye sampai skunk...
aku nak luahkan mcm2... tapi xtau nk luah cmne... i feld so down lately.. aku pun xfhm nape aku blh rse mcm tu skali...(panahan c.i.n.t.a+monyet.. heee) that tme aku asyik pk yg bkn2 je...
pk dunia ni dh xde erti...

patut ke aku berhenti berkawan?

Aku dibenci oleh orang yang telah melahirkan aku..

dia cakap "mati la ko cepat.. ko hidup menyusahkan aku.. ko Xbagi aku ape2 hasil pun klu hidup"...

teruk sangat ke aku ni... sedihnyee.. adakah sekiranye aku xde lagi adakah dia akan menatapi, menangisi pemergian aku nanti??

aku rase tidak.. that y.. klu aku sakit.. aku xnk dia tau.. t mesti cakap menghabiskan duit dia je... dia dah xnakkan aku lagi ke?

YA ALLAH.. aku cube utk berbaik dgn dia.. tapi.. setiap kali itu juga dia akan m'gunakan perkataan2 yg kesat pd aku...

ape patut aku lakukan....????

YA ALLAH.. BERILAH AKU HIDAYAHMU...

AKU TAK NAK BUAT DOSA LAGI...

A Story to RememberMuniba,

a young Muslim university student, was home for the summer. She had gone to visit some sisters one evening & the time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than she had planned. Evening came & Muniba had to walk home alone. But she wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Muniba asked "God" to keep her safe from harm & danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley, she noticed a man standing at the end, as though he was waiting for her. She became uneasy & began to pray, asking for "God's" protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness & security wrapped around her; she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man & arrived home safely. the following day, she read in the paper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley, just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy & the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety & to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a line up to see if she could identify him. She agreed & immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down & confessed. The officer thanked Muniba for her bravery & asked if there was anything they could do for her, she asked if they would ask the man one question. Muniba was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him,he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her.NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF PRAYER!He, who loses money, loses much;He, who loses a friend, loses much more;He, who loses FAITH, loses ALL.May Allah guide us all to the the truth and keep us all on the straight pathAmeen